Sunday, January 31, 2010

Sunlight - Plain White T's

my wisdom tooth is growing! ):
I'm olddd.
haha, just found out this morning when I was eating noodles.
I felt something at the back. took a look at the mirror, and saw something white growing at my bottom right gum.
oh, my top left wisdom tooth growing also. haha.

No, not uncomfortable, but I heard that it will decay cause its like.. at the very back and can't be brushed throughly ): then liddat = pain. sianzzzz

School in another 15 hours. haha.
abit excited. haha idk how high we'll be :)

For me, this is a desperate song. I was in a ten-year relationship.. that was ending. Its was kind of written at a time when I wasn't certain if I could fix the relationship, but I still kinda have this hope that we'll get back.

-Tim, Plain White T's




When the storm won't end,
On your raging sea.
When you've all but given up,
Float back to me.
When the waves come down,
And your arms get weak.
When you're tired of bailing out,
Float back to me.

'cause I can see sunlight,
Through my window.
If you open your eyes you'll,
Find your way back home.

Sunlight,
Through my window.
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home.

When you're all alone,
Stuck in the dark.
When you've lost your way in life,
I won't be far.
When the seasons change,
And you fall apart.
When the winter chill is near,
I won't be far.

'cause I can see sunlight,
Through my window.
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home.

Sunlight,
Through my window.
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home.

Baby,
Can you hear me?
Come home,
Baby.
I need you near me,
Come home.

'cause I can see sunlight,
Through my window.
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home.

Sunlight,
Through my window.
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home.

Well it's lonely now,
In this hotel room.
And these sheets are empty, love,
Waiting for you.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Don't promise.

I've learnt something today.

"Don't 'over-promise' people. Don't promise people things that you know that you wouldn't achieve."

I heard it somewhere when the new year was around the corner, but I didn't expect it to be so 'relevant' to me.
you know, something like this has never happened before.
IDK WHY ITS HAPPENING NOW.

I better stop all of this rubbish.
change before its too late.

i need to be more firm. ):

I've decided on my subjects. lol.

oh, I feel so sad for melvyn ):
Don't worry! HAHA we now everyone sama sama ^^
fail fail LAH! :D BIG DEAL.

got my uniform. yayyyy.

I don't know what to write anymore.
I have no new music (thats boring), so yeah I guess I'll just stop here.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

First Day of School.

Today was my first day at TJC.
The OGLs were very high!! hahaha.

day wasn't very eventful, but I'm thankful.
HAHA at least I know some people.
Sheng Hong and Nicole de Silva are in the same OG as me!
yayyyyy ^^

oh, didn't make any friends today, but there's still 6 days more for orientation!
hahaha.

I stalked the OG list and guess what I found out.
there're 28 zhonghuarians at tjc.
heehe ^^

Clement played a very offensive and sensitive practical joke on me today.
(my shirt D:)
I didn't take it to heart though, cause I know he joking only. HAHA.
IF NOT I SURE WALLOP HIM (nah juz jk. he blackbelt haha. dun dare)
(EH no hard feelings. haha)

Sheng Hong and Joo Hou super funny haha.

I got abit pissed later on though. ):

okay, I learnt that the 27 change to 38 bus ride is not feasible.
tried it out today, and it too me 1.75hours to get to school.
boarded 27 at 5.45, reached school at 7.30. haha cmi cmi.

(HAHA HELLO SHANNEN! :D I FELT RANDOM AND WANTED TO SAY HI :D)

After school went to eat at interchange.
haha skipped the chem lecture cause I heard from clement it was all bullshit.
HEEHE.
ATOMS ARE BLUE.
I KNOW WHY! :D

okay, I have alot of things to blog about, but I am very tired.
pissed much with my dad, but nvm.
I'm going to prove to him that physics is not all about his 'expansion coefficient' or whatever.
so what if you are an engineer?
engineering is not physics.

facebook very slow.

kay bye.

hanging on to the memories of last summer.

okay. look at the time.
its not very early, is it?

i'm on the psp now and i'm here to say that i just woke up from the best dream ever.

it was mostly about you. kinda.
hanging out together, your smile.

we were never together but i'll miss you all the same.

i saw everyone else as well.
lets just say that i'll miss everyone too.

i'm going to promise myself that this is the last dream i'll have of you, cause its the best.

idk what i'm actually writing.
i only know that i'm left awake alone at three.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

32S Temasek Junior College

Dinner with Mr Hazry and Mrs Wong last night at Fish and Co. was good. :)
sadly Ms Kaur was busy and couldn't come.
but we had mrs wonggggg :D TEEHEE ^^

Junjie actually asked me out for sentosa yesterday morning but I didn't go.
wanted more sleep, but now that I think about it I do regret not going for it ):

I got to sit with Mr Hazry & Mrs Wong! :D
haha yayyyyy.
Mr Hazry cooks. cool.
and he lives in Hougang! WA Didn't know that. HEEHE ^^
(haha. quoting Mr Hazry, he lives in the periphery region of Hougang. SO FUNNY.)

listening to Mrs Wong and Mr Hazry's conversations is extremely entertaining. :D
haha.

oh yeah.
the bill came up to quite a lot ):

After Dinner we celebrate Jocelyn's birthday.
haha someone damn old LOL.
(okay sorry; its just that i'm so much younger)
(notice the irony. me, young?)

after the dinner, some people went to kbox, while others went for a movie.
me? I went home.
HAHA no money already.
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Anyway, I'm posted to Temasek Junior College (Science)
hmm, kinda happy :)
the distance should be alright cause they're opening the circle line. :D

alrighttttt.
gtg do stuff.
heehe :D

Monday, January 25, 2010

Peace and Quiet.

I'll be keeping today for myself.

:)

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Longest post yet!

Long post ahead

Played badminton with Jien Hsiu, Jun Jie, Leona, Bridget, and Wei Hao on tuesday.
I really thought it was at Hougang Stadium! HAHA.
(went wrong place lah sian. haha)
Anyway, I went off abit earlier and met up with zihui after that. (hunted for the card(s) for staurday)
He forgot to bring his geog textbook. WALAO! HAHA.
(and he hasn't passed it to me. sianz)
Met up with jiajun and chinhow after that.
Sushi buffet (LOL make me feel more FAT. SIAN.) & l4d2.
I forgot to bring my student ezlink card (its with my sis, i'm using the adult one) and I had to pay the adult rate for EVERYTHING. Bus fare, buffet and LAN. WALAO.

Jiajun and weihao came to my house on wednesday.
yaoquan came too! ^^
saw him at the bus stop. heehe.
anyway, i realised that I can't teach. ):
went to jog and almost died.

Bowling and pool with jiajun, titus, zeke and zf on thursday.
wa very ex.

on friday, wei hao came over to my house again.
jogged again and really really almost died.
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yesterday was sir keegan's wedding.
don't have many photos, but anyway, congrats Mr and Mrs lim :D

they knew each other for 15 years.
haha so funny.

saw mrs wong chek siew and mr john yeo! ^^
mr yeo came from acjc. HAHA.
saw a lot of old boys as well.

oh oh!
mr lawrence tang came from vjc.
didn't ask mr david wong though. (HAHA no sacarsm intended)

went bowling with zihui, chinhow, jiajun, kenan, and the seniors (ferron, vincent, andrew and gavin)
okay luh, got very bored and kinda pissed cause I'm a noob.
haha i'm such a sore loser.

the seniors went home next and the rest of us went to play pool.
went for dinner and went home.
tired like..
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went to the dentist just now.
havn't visited one for two years and I wasn't prepared for THAT kind of pain. ):

I still flinch when i think about it.
ughhhhh.

I have 2 teeth that have their protective layer worn out.
(NO NOT DECAY. its acid from the food i eat ]:)

now very sensitive.
STILL PAIN OKAY.

oh well, i'm lucky i got the more experienced doctor.
there was an intern at the other room.
HAHA.

*imagine what would happen if i got mr intern*
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South Park is very cool.
HEEHE ^^
very crude lah, but its quite very entertaining HAHA.

Of course Dolphins are stupid! If they were so smart, why do they live in igloos?

-Cartman (season 1 episode 2)


Thats so classic.
Kenny is cool, though I can't understand his muffled dialogues, and I don't understand why he always gets murdered.
Oh, and I like dolphins a lot okay. hahaha.

The japanese hate dolphins and whales. (thats in season 13)
see the recurring themes in south park?
racism, retardness, dirty jokes, anti-celebrities (esp. angelina jolie), egoism, anti-animals (especially cows and dolphins HAHA).
HAHA.

have had a bad day? watch south park!
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I'm missing out on a lot of concerts.
no money lah.
haha.
paramoreee ):


I don't think bowling and pool is very fun.
maybe its just that I'm not such a fun person.

School is restarting.
I don't think I'm going to change.
not much at least.
(the concept of change and continuity is still etched in my mind. HAHA)


hmm, I'm restating Harvest Moon.


okay, I guess I'm off to watch south park.
TEEHEE ^^

Friday, January 22, 2010

bad mooddddd

so, I'm on my sis's lappy now.
tv is spoiling, com's officially gone. (gone with the wind. which actually equates to dead)

in a very bad mood now cause apparantlly my dad woke me up from my slumber and started talking about computers when he doesn't know anything at all.
visiting youtube will fill your com's memory. HAHA.
my com only has 2gb of memory. so it gets spoiled easily because memory gets filed easily -.- (which is obviously not true)
nice try.
the next thing you know the viruses will have sex with the com and they'll have kids.
and the kids will eat their mum up. (which is actually very true. virus + com = more virus + dead com)

okay forget it.
sorry for being so crude but I'm really very grumpy now.

can't really blame him for his lack of IT knowledge.
I don't know a lot either.
and he is my dad.
oh well.

I just hope nothing screws up tomorrow.
looking forward to it :)
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[edit]
turns out that the graphic card fused. HAHA.

okay bye.
[\edit]

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I don't know how it got so bad.

Hmm. I have lots and lots of things to say.
I realised that I'm kinda blogging alot more about music these days.

Everyone that is 'close' to me would know that I like Sum 41 a lot.
Their songs are usually loud and full of angst, but the song 'Pieces' from the band, which is my all time favourite, is sort of different.

This song evokes a lot of emotions.
Everytime I listen to this song, I miss lots of people; him, him, her, her, them.
oh well.
you guys wouldn't know who I'm talking about, right?

I got this song from a guy whom I neither hated nor despised; I just didn't like him.
Now that I look back, I really respect him for both who he is and who he was.
I really wonder sometimes why i disliked him so much.
He's a cool guy and all, yeah. :)

Not much of a story here eh?
Nah. I just don't want to talk to much about it.

If I had to choose a song as the soundtrack of my life, this song would be it.

Anyway, this is the live version, the piano acoustic, guitar and original version are not bad too.

This next song is a song called 'Pieces', and it is a song off our 'chuck' album, this is a second single off that album, and its one of our favourite songs to play live, as we're still playing all the time now. This is one of the songs we always play, cause we don't usually do these kind of stuff. This song is called 'Pieces'.

Enjoy.
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I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
that nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Forgetting you, but not the time.

helloooo.
my com is healed ^^ (yayyyyy)

Anyway, I realised that I have so many songs that went down as forgotten music.
Its like, I have quite a number of nice songs in my music folders but I don't really notice them.
(if my com really dies, these songs will have to be buried with him D:)

So, Green Day for today.
American Idolt is a very cool album, cause the songs revolve around only one person.
HAHA.

'Jesus of Suburbia' moves on with his life after going through everything that just happened. He wonders what's happened to his ex-girlfriend, Whatsername, from previously in the album. He remembers the good times they had together while he lives in suburbia once again, and he takes comfort in remembering these old times.

Remember, whatever.
It seems like forever ago.
The regrets are useless.

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Thought I ran into you down on the street
Then it turned out to only be a dream
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face
But I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been

Seems that she disappeared without a trace
Did she ever marry old what's his face?
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face
But I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been

Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
From so long ago

And in the darkest night
If my memory serves me right
I'll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time.

Poker Game.


This is amusing.

Anyway, hello.
I hope my com is fine.. (uhhhh.. I think so?)

Saosin is a great band.
Used to think that they were only great at screaming (HAHA yeah) but it turns out that they don't have that many screamy songs.
Judgemental much? ):

I've got a full geog textbook from weihao just now.
Finished Industryyyyy.
LOL. Not easy. Not easy at all.
ok lah very diffcult )':
(MRS WONG I NEED HELP)

I want to find her but scared she busy ):

Oh I think econs is quite a fun subject too.
Only disadvantage is that it is hard to do well. ):

It doesn't matter which sector you are working in; Primary, Secondary, Tertiary, or Quadternary.

We're all individual players of the market economy.
We can strike it rich as long as we stay smart.

Okay, I see that this is where game theory comes in. haha.

We're wasting a lot of resources.
We're all going to die.

oh, I realised that readership here is quite high.
TEEHEE ^^
(though this place was supposed to be kinda low profile, or at least its what i thought so)
(YES. Stalkers you all know who you all are)

I'll be kept very busy for the next two weeks.
going out alot.
WA NO MONEY LAH D:

I kinda like my quiet life now. :D
Can't imagine what a transformation it will be when all the hustle and bustle resumes ):
(I'm kinda excited though :])

okay, have lots of things to do tomorrow.
actually, no. (wa I got prob sia. idk why i try to keep myself preoccupied)

wa idk how to end this post.
too much things to type (before my com really dies)

okay bye.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Its all over now - Saosin

Great Song.

my com is dying on me so I may be gone for a while.
Grab the chance and read up on geogggg. @.@

Enjoy.
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Leave, go on and leave, you said
Turn and walk away
Life's not worth it anymore
You stopped shaking and you slowly faded away
Now you're lying on the floor

I can't hear your heart beating anymore, no
I can't hear your heart beating anymore, no

It's all over now
What am I gonna do with all this time I set aside for you (aside for you)
I won't be needed now
To pick up the phone and call you
Like I'm supposed to know
You were all alone

Gone, memories gone
I know I was the one
Who was ignoring you for way too long
I hope while sleeping
I know that if you're finding solid ground
You'll know everything is, everything is sound

I can't hear your heart beating anymore, now (everything is sound)
I can't hear your heart beating anymore, now

It's all over now
What am I gonna do with all this time I set aside for you (aside for you)
I won't be needed now
To pick up the phone and call you
Like I'm supposed to know
You were all alone

Over now, over now
Maybe someday I can meet you there

It's all over now
What am I gonna do
What am I gonna do

It's all over now
What am I gonna do with all this time I set aside for you
I won't be needed now
To pick up the phone and call you
Like I'm supposed to know
No I won't be needed now
To pick up the phone and call you
Like I'm supposed to know
You were all alone

Thursday, January 14, 2010

I don't want to fall back in.



I know a place that we can go to,
A place where no one knows you.
They won't know who we are.
I know a place that we can run to,
And do those things we want to.
They won't know who we are.

Let me take you there,
I wanna take you there.

I know a place that we've forgotten,
A place we won't get caught in.
They won't know who we are.
I know a place where we can hide out,
And turn our hearts inside out.
They won't know who we are.

Let me take you there,
I wanna take you there.
Let me take you there,
Take you there.
Take you there.

I know a place we'll be together,
And stay this young forever.
They won't know who we are.

Let me take you there,
I wanna take you there.
Let me take you there,
Take you there.
Take you there.

We can get away to a better place if you let me take you there,
We can go right now cause every second counts.
Girl just let me take you there,
Take you there.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Wavefunction Collapse.

The Many-world Intepretation is an interpretation of quantum mechanics that asserts the objective reality of the wavefunction, but denies the reality of wavefunction collapse.


So I guess I'll have to make a choice now.
No matter what, I know I will be happier in one world, unhappy in another.
But who cares.
I want it my way this time.

I'm going for TJC Science, VJC is too risky. (I was never a risk taker.)
Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics, Geography.

Good luck to myself from here on.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

"Is Teaching Fun?"

"Well, you'll have to like it. You'll have to be passionate. Afterall, you're dealing with students; human beings.

Every batch is different. Everyone is unique.


I guess this is my takeaway for today.

NYJC open house was so so lah.
oh well.

should I try for VJC, or just go to TJC? ):

Monday, January 11, 2010

Thank God.

The title of this post is as above because of the following reasons:

1) Saw the 1e1 Kids today.
Glad they're having fun in school :)

2) Its the 80th 'Birthday' of the Boys Brigade in Singapore tomorrow.
here's wishing all the best to this ministry of God which has transformed lives.

(They're showing a clip by President SR Nathan tomorrow. zz I want watch sia D:)

3) Its also 48th's 10th year.
Here's wishing the officers and adult volunteers all the best in their journey with the boys.

4) Melvyn Sim is the First Warrant Officer of 48th Singapore Company!
First person in 10 years man!
Congrats!

5) I'll miss some people, but its time to move on.
Thank you all for everything.

Thank God for the courage to talk to them.

6) My results are back.

English was B3, but I'm very thankful already. ^^
my compo was so bad I could have gotten a C5.

I got a A2 for Chinese! :D
retaking was a correct decision.
LOL at least its a distinction.

I got A1 for Full History.
This was the subject I thought I did the worse for.
Like who finishes a history paper in 1 hour?
HAHA. i think I got marks for spotting that David Low Cartoon. LOL

Anyway I've learnt a lesson from each of these 3 subjects.
Very important ones, at that.

alot people win me.
hahahaha.

I actually don't believe that I've received my results.
like the idea hasn't sunk in yet.
it is as if its a dream or something along that line.

oh well. :)
DINNER!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Secondary One Orientation 2010



This is the only decent picture of the kids.

I feel like a failed parent now.

The camp was definitely a good one, but the impact wasn't there.
most probably because there wasn't a stayover, and so time spent with them was greatly compromised.

The only memorable things about this camp was working with Eliada for rush hour where the kids had a nice but hard time guessing how to pronounce her name. and of course, the kids.

I see potential in some of them.

sadly I didn't have the chance to talk much with them.
or rather, I didn't want to.

It was like 1e5'06 all over again.
I start to form an emotional attatchment to something, I feel responsible, I try my best but nothing ever goes my way.

I scolded at them at the first day (when I still didn't know them that well) and I promised I would'nt do it again.
It only spoils the mood.

after talking to them I realised that they were nice kids.

I really admire the other facils.
They raise their voices but never lose their temper.

I really didn't mean it that way when I screamed at them.
I didn't mean to burst their bubble and spoil the fun but I just got more frustrated the more I tried to control myself.

And after I scolded them the second time I couldn't get myself to face them.

I broke new year resolution number 1 even before the first month of the year is over.

The thing that really upset me was what someone said.
You have known me for four years and you should know better than to tell me not to be angry when I am sad.

Anger isn't the only emotion I can feel.
I thought you understood me better.

I don't mind depriving myself of happy memories but I robbed the kids chances of having them too.

I tried my best.
But still, is trying your best all that matters?

Anyway, thank you facils for the encouragement and stuff.


As for now, I can't do anything else but wish the best for the kids.
I'm sorry, 1e1.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

You had me at hello.



I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

And I'm wasting away, away from you.
And I'm wasting away, away from you.

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello

You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

You gave me butterflies (you are so cute)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
[x4]

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
You had me at hello
You had me at hello

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I had to post this song.

listen for yourself.
A Day to Remember is a great band.

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You had me at hello.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

My more spacious room.



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A real photo post when I have the time.
havn't done that for a long time.
(don't have my photos lah)

anyway to tell the truth, I havn't been reading up as much as I planned to.
I havn't exercised for 2 weeks already.
so in conclusion, I didn't achieve my target.
(haha yeahhhh still as fat. or maybe fatter. and still as stupid.)

Quantum gravity (QG) is the field of theoretical physics attempting to unify quantum mechanics with general relativity in a self-consistent manner, or more precisely, to formulate a self-consistent theory which reduces to ordinary quantum mechanics in the limit of weak gravity (potentials much less than c^2) and which reduces to Einsteinian general relativity in the limit of large actions (action much larger than reduced Planck's constant).

The theory must be able to predict the outcome of situations where both quantum effects and strong-field gravity are important (at the Planck scale, unless extra dimensional theories are correct). Motivation for quantizing gravity comes from the remarkable success of the quantum theories of the other three fundamental interactions.


I ain't the first one to think about it.
Things ain't as simple as I think.

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I need my music.

can't think straight.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Major Update.

1) Results are coming out in a week! (staying optimistic about it!)

2) I'm giving tuition FOC.
(Got takers leh! :D)
(Try teaching for once or twice :) really considering education as a career option)

3) I'm 'renovating' my room tomorrow.

4) Sherlock Holmes (with titus, jj, zf, & zeke) was suberp! :D
(though it didn't make as much of an impact as Avatar)
(Sherlock Holmes demonstrates critical thinking far beyond what you and I can imagine)

5) I cut my hair today & okay lah quite cooling ^^

6) No stayover for sec 1 orientation. Tshirt like v wierd also ):
(crossing my fingers & staying optmistic about this one as well)

7) First day of school today! New faces, old friends.

8) Mdm Lau retired ): so sad.

9) All My teachers are still in zhss ^^

10) Meeting for facils was fun today :)
(enough to make me smile lah. :D)

11) BB Day 2010 in a week.

12) TJC Open House 2010, Saturday.
(Get into that school and I'll have 5 sets of uniform and 3 sets of pe attire free)

13) I getting my bursary on sunday.

14) busy whole week D: sleepy. D:

15) I'm broke. (Thank God for bursary and EAGLES ^^)

16) I've been having a lot of dreams lately.
(I dreamt about you. sadly its only a dream.)

17) Will be gone for Sec 1 Orientation on Thursday & Friday.

bye bye! :D

Saturday, January 2, 2010

I could be right here empty with you.



I haven't lost anything except my mind.
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find.
I try to take off my head sometimes,
Because I can't escape the memories.
I haven't lost anything except my mind.

You could be empty,
And I can be right here empty with you.
Or you could be hollow,
And I can be right here hollow with you.
If you want to say goodbye to everything,
I could say goodbye too.
I can be right here empty with you.

I haven't wasted anything except my time.
Forget the treasures we burned because we'll be just fine.
I try to take off my head sometimes.
Because I can't escape for the life of me.
I haven't lost anything except my mind.

You could be empty,
And I can be right here empty with you.
Or you could be hollow,
And I can be right here hollow with you.
If you want to say goodbye to everything,
I could say goodbye too.
I can be right here empty with you.

Instead of going underground,
Instead of calling them out,
Instead of running 'cause your still breathing,
Instead of swallowing lies,
Instead of buried alive,
Let's chase the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding!
If you need a confession, I'm guilty.
Let's chase the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding.
Do you think I feel sorry? Forgive me.
Let's chase the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding.
Instead of going underground,
Instead of calling them out,
Let's chase the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding.

You could be empty,
And I can be right here empty with you.
Or you could be hollow,
And I can be right here hollow with you.
If you want to say goodbye to everything,
I could say goodbye too.
I can be right here empty with you.