Speed Limit.

Went to shop with Daddy today.

Bought my DS, (which is faulty), and a acoustic guitar (dad insisted on me picking one and there're problems with the strings) hahaha. sighh Its just my bad luck, all the time.

Regardless, I had a nice day.
Usually I would crank up when so many things screw up on me, but I am still glad that I went out today cause I got to spend time with my dad and just talk.

Our temperaments are so similar it scares me (though I worry about everything - got the worry gene from my mum - while he worries about nothing. or at least he doesn't show it)

well, good day spent. (:

A Wild Idea.

Must dos:
- Self awareness Check.

Want to dos:
- Writing
- Guitar
- Photography
- Cooking
- Kayaking
- Fitness
- Academics
- Driving
- First Aid
- Movies

About to get very busy. Ambitious, yes, but I want to do as much as I can.

That time.

This is it.

I never thought that I'd feel this way again.

I've been thinking about it for the past few weeks.
or has it been months?

Can't remember.
Its been ringing in my mind for such a long time.


Its was like last time.. again..

Excessive thinking does me no good.

Is my memory taking control again?
What if I remember it all wrongly, and it is all in the past?
and time and time again and again I am being lead to the wrong place, to the wrong conclusion?



Everything is falling.. even me.

Oh, Impossible dream.

Selectivity.

Don't know how to start this post. haha.

Met up with the BB guys 2 weeks ago.
had dinner at chomp chomp, went to a bar for soccer match (haha my first time at a bar) and updated each other on our boring lives.

oh we saw Jessica Liu at the bar. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, we talked a little about the past; our time in 48th, Louis Mok, and little bits here and there about how people are doing now.
Well, bits of stuff that I forgot came back to me when we talked.. and it was mostly the unhappy stuff.
I seemed as if as I had amnesia or something.. I never recalled all these unhappy events on my own.
Must have caused me quite a lot of pain huh.. haha.
It never occurred to me that I have been remembering people and events so selectively.

I guess that it must have been a defence mechanism of some sort to prevent myself from staying depressed.

Well, not that this is bad or anything...
Both the SAF and BB are uniformed organisations after all, so I guess the two must have some parallels, and I realised that whatever happened to me in BB is happening to me now as well, and that I can deal with this.
I just need to remember to hang in there for the people who are worth it,

Anyway, I got my new phone last week. (6 months late!!)
Model is Huawei U8860, and well, so far so good. (:
The only annoying thing is that I cannot blog using my phone cause blogger refuses to load, so i shall see if there are any mobile platforms for me to write on.

until next time then.