I won't say bye cause its not the end (;

JTS yesterday was perfect (':

went for dental appointment ytd )': (ouchhh)
lots of cavities.
hahaha.

then went to simei.
reached there at 12.30 even though we were meeting at 1.
turned out that only ridhwan and me were buying the ingredients.
haha we realised that we didn't have any ingredients to buy except the containers whom we bought with nadia HAHAHAH. (and chocolate chips which we didn't buy and I had to make another trip with faiz to buy)

hahaha baked cookies! (((:
second time baking (the first being jts last year hahaha)
tough tough dough that I made hmmmm. hahha.
first batch were actually chocolate balls teehee ^^
but the others were niceeeee! (((:

then slacked a while and then went to orchard.
They brought us round and round the place arghhh!!!
hahahahaha.
but was very touched when everyone came with their gifts (((:

I got a marshmellow with my name! hahaha.
so touched.
thank you Jon Heng hahaha.

Swensons @ Orchard ((:
ice cream buffettt yay haha (so much for dental appointment ytd morning haha)
sat with the QMs (((:

lame jokes and everything!
haha so enjoyable (((:

but jokes aside, found out alot of secrets!!! HAHAHAH.
oh well.
quite unexpected! hahaha.

Hope that it won't be the last time we'll be meeting up. (:
looking forward to the next time really.

100 days countdown to As.
Start disciplining myself and hope i'll be more productive as I was during the same period 2 years ago during my Os.
I can do it!

Won't be updating that much (haha don't update a lot actually)
so don't miss me (((:

but now, so much homewoek -_-
hahahaha.

chords.

just woke up from an afternoon nap.

really want to master how to play the guitar.
sort of wasted the past one year because I joined guitar club to learn the instrument but up till now I only know a few basic chords and I dont know how to strum hahahaha.
maybe not wasted haha but still...

watching online tutorials to learn.
learning alot from this justin guy (((:

hope things turn out better though.
it has been so long since I've had so much negative feelings contained in me.

okay do work!
no maple please hahahaha.

I want to have my orange juice.

Wild side of Prof. Feynman.
haha.
__________________________________________________________
doctors pronounced my uncle a vegtable last evening.

don't feel good at all.

life can do terrible things huh.

don't want to listen to my mum's conversations.

compass.

had a nice day today (:
but must stop thinking.
don't fall.

need help for oral tomorrow. haha.

Real world.

No school today.
But definitely not a fantastic day.

Woke up, breakfast, went to CMPB.
Went to habourfront to transit to bus 408.
408 doesn't operate on weekdays.

okay screw this.
took a taxi and got scolded by the driver.
Why? He was scolding me because he thought that I was wasting money taking taxi to CMPB from habourfront instead of tiong bahru or bukit merah.
(erm hello? If i really did that you wouldn't be earning my money? so why are you scolding me? of course money isn't omnipotent but I really don't get what your problem is.)

He went on to scold the government and took me as his punching bag.
okay fine you had a hard life I can be your punching bag for a few moments.

reached CMPB.
waited for the other 4 to reach.
their taxi fare cheaper than mine lolololol.

went in, checked in, exchange for sticker.
couldn't hear what the man at the counter was saying cause his mouth was so far away from the microphone and his collegues were so noisy.
got screamed at.
can't fight with people of higher authority.
fine I shut up.

went in for medical screening.
rude people all around.
nvm, they are busy and frustrated.

but anyway, i got PES D.
have lipids near/in my heart, so have to check before I upPES.

oh well.
all these makes me think that the world isn't so kind after all.
makes my skeptical parents right.

Really felt like giving shit to everyone of them as well since when I go out to society, no one is going to care about how I feel.

But I remembered watching Harry Potter the other day, and I faintly remember Dumbledore telling Potter: "You will have to decide between what is right, and what is easy."

It is difficult to be nice to everyone around me even though they are mean to me.
But its still the right thing to do right?

oh well.
on hindsight, its not that bad a day afterall.
prepared for much worse haha.

shall learn to be nicer to everyone around me, while I still can.
3rd uncle's just got out of hospital and now 2nd uncle is in.
comma for 4th day already.
hope he can wake up soon, he will wake up soon.

After all of these things today, I feel like I've grown up a little (:

now back to tutorials!

Choice.

Lets see how things go.

Acoustic.

These acoustic covers are good haha.

I'm scared.
hope its not fatal.