something good! :))))
Thank God really.
we shall see :)
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
And now they're gone and you wished you could give them everything.
I was thinking about you, thinking about me.
Thinking about us, what we were going to be.
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will she come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.
feel miserable.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
2. Crush.
I guess, life gets better after the shit is over. haha.
anyway, i got to get strarted on work!
must get motivated!
Paper work for President's and NYAA Gold must start soon also!
WOO!
I'm so glad I attended cell on friday!
Shared with Sir kumfai and the rest about me cheating during pe lesson and they laughed about it hahahaha.
"If I were you I would have done the same thing!"
haha.
guess I have to stand firm on my feet from now on and not be swayed by peer pressure.
was so tired that i slept from 7am to 7pm!
went back to sleep and was late for church today!
oops hahahahaha.
anyway, I shall conutinue with 30 letters that I promised.
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To you,
I don't really know how to start this letter. I'm not even sure if I should be writing this to you, cause I'm not even sure if I like you.
maybe its because you're always so quiet when we're together and I don't really know much about you.
I know usually I talk a lot but I'm not sure if you know about me though. but that doesn't matter right? at least not for now. hahaha.
You know how conincidences always occur? like for the two of them and you?
How we live only one block apart but we're so 'far apart'?
How we used to be from the same tuition center but never talked at all?
sometimes I just feel so lost.
I don't know if you'll become another mistake.
I don't dare to take the first step, I'm afraid to open up.
I'm afraid to start liking you.
not that I don't love the way you are.
I know you're a great person and all, but still...
thats the truth for you.
I think (not believe, cause I'm still pretty much or very unsure) that God is the way and the truth, but He commands that two must be of same faith to be in one flesh.
Thats also why I'm afraid.
I don't want to be disconnected from the church.
I know that I used to believe and I want my faith back. I don't want to stray anymore. I'm trying hard to believe again, but its hard.
Maybe because my heart has hardened already, but still, I want you to know about the good news.
I want us to grow togther in spirit. I want us to grow old together.
I want us to be happy.
I want the two of us to be in heaven after we die.
Thank God the sermons for the next 3 months are on evangelism.
Hope I can grow and hopefully, you can know about Him as well.
Four more months of akward practices, nine more months of akward bus rides and conversations.
And we shall see how :)
love you.
anyway, i got to get strarted on work!
must get motivated!
Paper work for President's and NYAA Gold must start soon also!
WOO!
I'm so glad I attended cell on friday!
Shared with Sir kumfai and the rest about me cheating during pe lesson and they laughed about it hahahaha.
"If I were you I would have done the same thing!"
haha.
guess I have to stand firm on my feet from now on and not be swayed by peer pressure.
was so tired that i slept from 7am to 7pm!
went back to sleep and was late for church today!
oops hahahahaha.
anyway, I shall conutinue with 30 letters that I promised.
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To you,
I don't really know how to start this letter. I'm not even sure if I should be writing this to you, cause I'm not even sure if I like you.
maybe its because you're always so quiet when we're together and I don't really know much about you.
I know usually I talk a lot but I'm not sure if you know about me though. but that doesn't matter right? at least not for now. hahaha.
You know how conincidences always occur? like for the two of them and you?
How we live only one block apart but we're so 'far apart'?
How we used to be from the same tuition center but never talked at all?
sometimes I just feel so lost.
I don't know if you'll become another mistake.
I don't dare to take the first step, I'm afraid to open up.
I'm afraid to start liking you.
not that I don't love the way you are.
I know you're a great person and all, but still...
thats the truth for you.
I think (not believe, cause I'm still pretty much or very unsure) that God is the way and the truth, but He commands that two must be of same faith to be in one flesh.
Thats also why I'm afraid.
I don't want to be disconnected from the church.
I know that I used to believe and I want my faith back. I don't want to stray anymore. I'm trying hard to believe again, but its hard.
Maybe because my heart has hardened already, but still, I want you to know about the good news.
I want us to grow togther in spirit. I want us to grow old together.
I want us to be happy.
I want the two of us to be in heaven after we die.
Thank God the sermons for the next 3 months are on evangelism.
Hope I can grow and hopefully, you can know about Him as well.
Four more months of akward practices, nine more months of akward bus rides and conversations.
And we shall see how :)
love you.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Day 1,
Today was such a depressing day.
What a way to start off the first post of the year huh.
School was alright today.
The only things that upset me were 1) school kicking R paper failures.
rawr. its plain unreasonable.
I'll pray for you.
2) Change of teacher in charge.
I'll miss ms wong yy ):
oh well, I've worked with the new teacher so it should be alright.
anyway, I saw this on yiwei's blog and thought that it was quite interesting.
writing a letter to each person for each day. hahaha.
here goes:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only a day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
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Hi voice in my head
I'm writing to you even though the letter is supposed to be for my best friend, not because I have no best friend, but because all of them are equally important. If anyone of them were to be removed from my life, my life will become incomplete.
So, I guess you're the only one that knows me inside out huh.
I need sleep so badly.
I wanna cry so badly but tears are just stuck there.
so irritating.
I know that sometimes things do not go your way (our way actually) but stay strong!
You know that you're golden.
Sometimes you know that you are too honest for your own good.
Stay honest, you know that you're doing it right.
Sometimes you get make mistakes, don't think you're stupid, cause you're not.
Sometimes you get tired, take a break, you'll need it.
Sometimes you are unsure, pray, God will bring you home.
you know you are strong, you know you can do it.
you may feel insecure sometimes, but just know that its alright.
go for it. you know what you want.
Cheers.
Yours truly.
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alright, I really need start on homework now.
matyhs maths maths!
pray that I can last through the night.
What a way to start off the first post of the year huh.
School was alright today.
The only things that upset me were 1) school kicking R paper failures.
rawr. its plain unreasonable.
I'll pray for you.
2) Change of teacher in charge.
I'll miss ms wong yy ):
oh well, I've worked with the new teacher so it should be alright.
anyway, I saw this on yiwei's blog and thought that it was quite interesting.
writing a letter to each person for each day. hahaha.
here goes:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only a day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
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Hi voice in my head
I'm writing to you even though the letter is supposed to be for my best friend, not because I have no best friend, but because all of them are equally important. If anyone of them were to be removed from my life, my life will become incomplete.
So, I guess you're the only one that knows me inside out huh.
I need sleep so badly.
I wanna cry so badly but tears are just stuck there.
so irritating.
I know that sometimes things do not go your way (our way actually) but stay strong!
You know that you're golden.
Sometimes you know that you are too honest for your own good.
Stay honest, you know that you're doing it right.
Sometimes you get make mistakes, don't think you're stupid, cause you're not.
Sometimes you get tired, take a break, you'll need it.
Sometimes you are unsure, pray, God will bring you home.
you know you are strong, you know you can do it.
you may feel insecure sometimes, but just know that its alright.
go for it. you know what you want.
Cheers.
Yours truly.
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alright, I really need start on homework now.
matyhs maths maths!
pray that I can last through the night.
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