the hardest part.

The hardest part,
was letting go,
not taking part.

You really broke my heart.

-Coldplay.

You know what I've concluded about myself after all these while?

I wanted to say it, but maybe not here.
maybe another time.

But even after all these while, I still feel sad.
sad because it was someone else who took away my chances.

It wasn't my choice.
It wasn't my fucking choice.

I feel damm crappy now.