I just woke up from falling asleep.
and I have undone holiday homework which is due tomorrow.
hahahaha.

anyway school was a real fag today.

okay, no more vulgarities.
sorry mrs toh ):

I've been swearing a lil' too much.

anyway, I got owned by alot of teachers today.
haha who ask me procasinate so much.
and PI sucks.

but I still like school all the same :)

anyway, going home with someone made my day :D
yay.

Tonight i'm sending you a message,
This is the end of an era,
The end of second chances.

In the face of defeat,
I'm winning.
Yet you still have so much left to say.

I'm just another promise you couldn't keep.

):

I don't want to bitch about my life all the time but something happened today that actually spoiled my day.
shalln't talk about it here, but it really pissed me off alot.
like ALOT.

I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired.

I'm scared of all the bullshit thats gonna come.
I'm scared. I'm scared. I'm scared.

I'm scared of everything.
I'm always scared of everything.

These uncertainties just wear me off so much.

I'm scared of making mistakes.
I'm scared of making those mistakes.
I'm scared of making those same mistakes.

kayaking was screwed up.
attempted to take photos in the process but it didn't turn out quite the way I wanted to.
and I almost lost my phone in the process.

I just discovered I have no stamina at all.

Loads of work to clear.
sian.

A Million Panics (MEGAPANIC)

get the joke, yes no?
haha.

summary.

A) I'm blogging here now cause its a chain of lectures tomorrow.
which actually means no tutorials! (no homework lah. lol. heehe.)

B) Happy 51st Birthday Mum.

C) I miss you. alot. ):

D) The only tutorial I have tomorrow is actually chinese.
And I still havn't started on my compo which was due 3 weeks ago.
(pain in the ass much)

E) My current chinese teacher is my 4th chinese teacher for the year.

anyway,

1) School is seriously getting fucked up. haha. seriously.
2) Of course, 24/10 is good company. heehe. helps get me past each day.
3) I can't do thermal physics.
4) Admin department is seriously damm screwed up. have to put things back into place.
5) I havn't practiced guitar for the past 2 weeks.
6) datelines.datelines.datelines.
7) I can't keep up with the syllabus. especially geog, physics and maths. (that essentially means all my subjects except for chem. lol) haha got kick.
8) hope everything turns out well :)

I) Kayaking this saturday!
II) CIP On Sunday. Not very keen on it but I HAVE TO DO SOME CIP. YES I'M DESPO.
III) Don't think I'll have time to clear up my homework.

IV) That chinese essay is still a pain in the ass.

kay bye.

the laptop is a very good distraction.

"For all the sad words of tounge or pen, the saddest are these; it might have been."