Worry.

2.14am

1. I'm such a dick.

2. Still not started with personal statement.

3. I feel so inadequate. There are so many good people out there fighting and competing against me. What makes me more deserving than them?

4. If at this stage I'm still doubting myself I think its better if I don't apply.

5. I feel like shit.

6. I'm sleepy.

7. I have to find a way to convince myself that I can do it, and I must do it.

8. Its gonna be worth it. Just try. You have nothing to lose.

9. I've been thinking about you for a long time.

10. Shall let fate decide. God will do the maths and the universe will unfold itself.

2.24am.
Just got myself a pack of biscuits.

lets go.