"I want her to be just like humans, just like how I am. Beautiful."

(:

10 Things I know to be true.

I really don't know.
have to really think since I am really quite skeptical of everything around me.
including the things around me, what happened in the past, and even my own existence.
kinda.. scary.

But 10 on the list,

1) I'm here typing this because of a video that asked for 3 things we know that are definitely true off our heads without thinking too hard. (which I could not produce)
2) Just had tom yam soup for dinner.
3) I secretly think I have a mental disorder.
4) My emotions are messed up
5) So lost now. too many decisions to make.
6) I am very ill-disciplined.
7) Don't think I've gotten over this girl whom I've met some time before.
8) There is always this voice buzzing inside me. (yes.. the left brain lol)
9) I managed to shed a tear recently, which i am glad because I managed to assure myself that I am human.
10) I can't think of a 10th truth off my head just like that.

its troubling because I really don't know whats true, and whats not anymore.

music.

koped from yen peng's profile.
haha.

time to go back to the old bands.
haha.

anyway, human geog is gone.
gg.com haha.

Just woke up.
sighh havn't done very much for human geog.

been thinking about the future alot.
Don't know if I should try for Special Programme in Science, which is very prestigious, or a Minor in Forensic Science.

haha.
my mum's urging me to get a job as well.
and I guess I'll be enlisting only in March or May.
so yeah i think I might just try relief teaching.

Ms Koh stepped down from the primer's portfolio.
oh well life moves on.
at least now her workload is lighter.

don't know if i should continue serving with 48th.
everything there is so awkward, and yeah kind of lost my purpose there.
oh well we shall see how.

hang on k.

"Sometimes we have thoughts that even we don’t understand. Thoughts that aren’t even true—that aren’t really how we feel—but they’re running through our heads anyway because they’re interesting to think about. If you could hear other people’s thoughts, you’d overhear things that are true as well as things that are completely random. And you wouldn’t know one from the other. It’d drive you insane. What’s true? What’s not? A million ideas, but what do they mean?"

"We all run on two clocks. One is the outside clock, which ticks away our decades and brings us ceaselessly to the dry season. The other is the inside clock, where you are your own timekeeper and determine your own chronology, your own internal weather and your own rate of living. Sometimes the inner clock runs itself out long before the outer one, and you see a dead man going through the motions of living."

"To fear death, my friends, is only to think ourselves wise, without being wise: for it is to think that we know what we do not know. For anything that men can tell, death may be the greatest good that can happen to them: but they fear it as if they knew quite well that it was the greatest of evils. And what is this but that shameful ignorance of thinking that we know what we do not know?"

some stuff to think about.