Equilibria.

Lots of things happened.
Hmm.

Shall start with running.
I discovered why I run so slowly.
Not because I suck, but because of my feet.
No one actually spotted that until martin came along.
HAHA THANK YOU.

If someone spotted my flaw earlier, everything would have been different.

I'm still thinking about Many Worlds.

I havn't touched my guitar since last wednesday.
shit.

You know, today was supposed to be a half day because of the good alevel results.
but still, I had extra maths lesson at 2.20 when school ended at 12.30.
kinda wasted but oh well.

slept on bus 87 on the way back home and when I woke up I was at SengKang.
shitz haha had to take another bus home.

I can't catch up with maths.
Its wierd cause I forgot this feeling of helplessness.
haha.

Something happened that kinda made me sad.

I went opposite school for lunch with 24/10 and after we sat down, this auntie came to ask if we wanted to order drinks.

I told her "later".

She came a second time.
I told her "later" again.

She came a third time.
I told her "later", again.

but I think I kinda sounded pissed when she came that third time.
han ren, dylan and martin looked so stunned then.
The auntie was stunned too, and she walked away.
sian I knew I "did it again".

I didn't mean to sound aggressive you know. ):

It seems as if as its a tradeoff.
Either I compromise my feelings or people get hurt.

Its like..
I'm no longer that sensitive and I'm not ashamed to admit that I am actually happier now.
But still, it seems as if as I'm hurting a whole lot more people these days.
or am I still sensitive, but my character has gone haywire?

oh well.

For people who don't see the link, forget that you saw this.

Anyway, I have undone homework.
Whatever.

I'm so gonna fail maths.
I'm not going to.

Oh how I miss someone to hold, when hope begins to fade.

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

Avenged Sevenfold | MySpace Music Videos

The music video shows some parts of the bands live shows, some footage of the band backstage and also footage of the band playing the song in a studio set and on their tour bus in the form of a real-life video (much like the video for the bands' single Unholy Confessions) as it shows some of the bands partners. The video faded the audio out of the song several seconds after the vocals of the song ended, therefore shortening the length of the song from its' original 6:33 span.

The late Jimmy "the Rev" Sullivan wrote the lyrics to this song.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again.

2002.

異靈靈異
Nice Movie.
Not exactly great, but its okay if you are watching it to pass the time.

Makes me sad.
Both the movie and theme song makes me sad.

The ending was crap.

A lot of stuff to do. D:

GP/PW, Chinese, Maths, Physics, Chemistry.
In summary, I have homework for every subject.
And I'm kindof left with only 3 hours to finish before slumber mode automatically activates itself.

oh well. ):
Bye.

(Reminder: BE POSITIVE, AND STAY SO! >D )

"Go home and POYO lah"

Hello.
I'm actually quite tired now but shall do a quick one.

went to YJC's fun fair last week.
haha wasted my time.
so because of that, I didn't do all my tutorials.

so the week was spent catching up with tutorials, meeting datelines, sleep deprived days.
oh well.

havn't done anything today either.

went back for BB. LOL.
HQ made alot of changes to the framework.
very happy that they're actually deciding to do something to salvage the situation now.

oh well.
shalln't elaborate more.

NEXT WEEK IS MARCH HOLIDAYS! ^^

World behind my wall.

Shall update soon.



it's raining today
the blinds are shut it's always the same
i tried all of the games that they play
but they made me insane

life on TV
it's random it means nothing me
writing down what i cannot see
wanna wake up in a dream

whoah whoah
they're telling me it's beautiful
i believe them but will i ever know
the world behind my wall?

trains in the sky
are traveling through fragments of time
they're taking me to parts of my mind
that no one can find

i'm ready to fall
i'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
i'm ready to heal
i'm ready to feel

whoah whoah
the sun will shine like never before
one day i will be ready to go

see the world behind my wall.

see the world behind my...
i'm ready to fall
i'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
i'm ready to heal
i'm ready to feel

take me there.

whoah whoah
they're telling me it's beautiful
i believe them but will i never know
the world behind my wall

whoah whoah
the sun will shine like never before
one day i will be ready to go
see the world behind my wall