Hypocrisy about Hypocrisy

Yes, i realised that I don't like hypocrites.

But, is hypocrisy always bad?

food for thought huh.

Takeaway.

been trying to something about today for a few hours already.

physics wasn't particularly great today.
oh well.

After the consultation with Ms Jay this morning, I realised that I have a very pessimistic viewpoint of humanity as a whole.

Recently (or not so recently) I've started looking at people differently.
I wonder why people think so much, why people are two-faced, why people lie.
so many questions. but no answers.
and I just decided to stop thinking about it.

well subconsciously I actually associated complexity with being hypocritical.

But Ms Jay said "this world is so complex you see. there is no hard and fast rule to say which country can mitigate drought or floods better cause they are so different. they are all so diverse. It is such a complex place. But, it is this diversity that makes the world interesting."

and I suddenly realised how i've been overlooking the positive benefits diversity has given to the world.

yes, diversity leads to differences in opinions, leads to conflicts, arguments.
but it is this diversity that also makes the world so big and beautiful.
how beautiful one place is and how different how it is from another.

and I realised that what I actually loathe is not human complexity, but human hypocrisy.

I like simplicity.
I just like it when things are simple.
no burden, no conditions to consider, no nothing.

maybe its an excuse to be lazy.

but still, its a joy having to deal only with things that are simple.

simple, not as in difficulty, but clarity.

But so much time has past that the boundary between complexity and hypocrisy has blurred.
People have become both hypocritical and complex at the same time.

well, glad that I realised the difference today.

If I had to choose the most important lesson from these two years, it'll be this.

Nothing is more unjust, however common, than to charge with hypocrisy him that expresses zeal for those virtues which he neglects to practice; since he may be sincerely convinced of the advantages of conquering his passions, without having yet obtained the victory, as a man may be confident of the advantages of a voyage, or a journey, without having courage or industry to undertake it, and may honestly recommend to others, those attempts which he neglects himself.

food for thought..

okay enough ranting.

want to get the papers over and done with.

very worried for geog.
and physics. ):

suck thumb and do it lah walao.

We'll win the war.

for the first time, I managed to win this battle inside me and confront my inner demons.

first battle won.

now for tomorrow,
and the many other battles in between.

Poison and Wine

neh too bad this wasn't like 2 years ago.

this is going to be a very big gamble.

gonna take whatever comes.
no choice.

3 days..

haha its been a while.

shouldn't have procrastination. ):
so screwed for stats and geog ):