so tired and confused.
I really don't know what I want lah.

everything really feels wrong you know.
like i'm making use of you.
a substitute.

but sometimes this voice inside me screams for you.

idk lah.

everything is just so wrong.

):

Pirates of the carribean was good.
oh well.

I woke up this morning feeling so afraid.

Afraid that I'll lose everything.

broke my jar of hearts.

concert finally over.
haha. great night yesterday.
was really happy. best performance ever.

will miss everyone.

should start studying huh.

):

Need a break. so sat down and thought about things.

Things I really need now.

1) Guitar concert to go well.
2) Time to start studying and consolidating stuff.
3) idle, sleep, slack, relax. rest up. I'm burnt out.
4) music.
5) sort out my thoughts.
6) start doing tutorials.
7) clear my room
8) pass napfa.
9) Decide where to go next.
10) Score well for Chinese, and essentially the rest of my subjects (SAT as well huh)

Things I want to do soon

1) Photography. (with a decent camera, soon (: )
2) Go out with long lost friends and talk about stuff all day.
3) Cry my heart out.
4) laugh. genuinely.
5) watch a movie. (Harry Potter!)

But before that, better get my ass moving.
have lots of things to be done.

okay off to bathe.
long night tonight.

Sigh.

respect.





One republic has great songs :)

Election results out.
oh well lets see what happens.
haha.

work that has to be done is impossible lol ):