test, reflect.

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
I'll be honest.

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
still lim cause i'm a guy. haha.

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
haha. end of camp so yeah.

4. When were you on the phone last?
this afternoon with the camp comm.

5. What is the last thing someone bought you?
i can't remember.

6. What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Jokes. haha.

7. What are you excited for?
i don't really know. I'm just so tired of everything.

8. What were you doing yesterday?
Camp Temasek. haha. crowd control!

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
can't remember either.

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
sweet!

11. Have a best friend?
guess so. haha.

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
somehow, yes.

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
yes.

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
sigh.

15. What time is it right this second?
2343

16. What do you want right now?
I want a new pair of earphones. haha.

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Camp Temasek 5 committee! WOOHOO!

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
confused. very. ):

19. When was the last time you cried?
a long time ago, huh?

20. Father or mother?
Daddy God. I need you.

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
I guess so.

22. How fast does your mind change?
i think I know.. wait I don't. okay you've got the answer.

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
yes.

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
no.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
they loved the right people, but at the wrong time.

26. Tell me what's on your mind
someone.

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Primer's Challenge!
Orientation Chapter 11!
SYF 2011!
President's Award and NYAA Gold!

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yes.

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
I don't rank them.

30. When is your next road trip?
i don't know either.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yep.

32. How's your heart?
broken.

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
who hasn't?

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
no.

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
catch up on sleep.

36. When will your next kiss take place?
haha. kiss my pillow.

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
I havn't said that for some time already.

38. Who do you not get along with?
idk. I get angry at almost everybody. only a matter of how angry I am.

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
Are you eating outside? - Mum

40. What are you wearing right now?
Guitar shirt and Tj pants. going to bathe soon.

41. Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
I don't know )':

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
cannot remember haha.

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
i don't really think about it haha.

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
tired. haha.

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
maybe you.

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
yes. haha very fun.

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
facebook. hahaha.

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
LP

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Bagus.

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
haha camp temasek. Mr Alex Wong is a very funny person.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
I don't know. I'll most probably feel lost.
If I'm angry I will not chase after him at that moment.
If I'm not angry, of course.

52. Last awkward moment?
today during CIP. thought i had to put the flyers when everyone else has already done so.

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes. the very dark.

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
yes hahaha.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes.

57. Are you Irish?
no.

58. Do you use chop sticks?
haha yes.

59. Do you have any scars?
lots.

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
so what if I said yes?

61. Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
sometimes.

62. Name the last person to text you?
Mum.

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
I guess if we're gonna be happy, why not?

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
yes. haha.

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
i tend to lean on my right shoulder when I sleep.
on the left side of the bed.

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
haha yes.

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
I hope I'll remember to give thanks hahaah.

68. Do you fall for people easily?
I guess so.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
haha yes. THEY'RE GUYS! HAHA.

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
yes, and no.

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
most of the time no. cause usually everything I wanna say is lame and you know, I just say it out.

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
'Sing this!' and 'What this means to me'
both by I See Stars. haha.

73. Want someone back in your life?
sometimes, yes.

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
Why not? haha.

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
white.

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Birthday song. HAHA.

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
I'll see the reason then. haha.

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
yes. haha.

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
I guessed its forced. haha.

80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
wish got use meh. HAHA.

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WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Coke
2. Last phone call: from Titus. haha.
3. Last text message: from Mum, asking me if I'm eating outside.
4. Last song you listened to: What this means to me - I See Stars.
5. Last time you cried: long time ago huh.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no.
7. Been cheated on: no.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no.
9. Lost someone special: yes.
10. Been depressed: yes.
11. Threw up: yes.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12: Black & White (haha sorry they come together)
13: Blue
14: Green

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yes. I thank God for them. haha.
16. Fallen out of love: not really? haha.
17. Laughed until you cried: I think I was the one making people do so haha. 9maybe not, since I'm lame haha)
18. Met someone who changed you: yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no. no one talks about me haha.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I guess 97%? I don't add people I don't know.
23. How many kids do you want: 4 HAHAHAHA. 2 Boys 2 Girls.
24. Do you have any pets: nope. used to have asthma and I'm allergic to fur I guess.
25. Do you want to change your name: nope. Just considering adopting an english name though it will sound weird on me haha.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: played soccer and got kicked in the balls HAHA.
27. What time did you wake up today: 6am. for OGL dance session.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: BB stuff, and facebooking. haha.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I don't know. don't look forward to anything cause I love the way things are now haha.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: an hour ago. she went to sleep.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my pimples, and all my insecurities. seriously. My life is perfect haha, except for that lah.
32. What are you listening to right now: What this means to me - I See Stars. I'll never get sick of this song.
33.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?nope.
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: no one I guess.
35. Most visited web page: facebook. haha.

36. Whats your real name: Lim Pin
37. Nicknames: Lame, Linkin Park, LP, Pin, and a lot more haha cannot recall what they are.
38. Relationship Status: I don't know. haha.
39. Zodiac sign: Rooster.
40. Male or female: Male.
41. Primary School: Punggol Primary School
42. Secondary School: Zhonghua Secondary School
43. High school/college: Temasek Junior College
44. Write w/e you want here: I think I sort of found something to motivate me to continue serving. haha.
45. Long or short hair: short.
46. Height: 1.70m I think. haha.
47. Do you have a crush on someone: I don't know. haha.
48. What do you like about yourself: I don't know. I don't have any gifts and maybe thats what I love about myself. I get to live a normal life. haha.
49. Piercings: none.
50. Tattoos: none.
51. Righty or lefty : Right Handed.

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: A Major Dental Surgery when i was 4.
53. First piercing: N/A hahaha.
54. First best friend: cannot really remember.
55. First sport you joined: I'm a bad sportsman, but I used to swim HAHA.
56. First vacation: Genting HAHA.
58. First pair of trainers: o.o who can remember that? haha.

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nahhhh.
60. Drinking: nope.
61. I'm about to: bathe and start clearing my room.
62. Listening to: What this means to me - I See Stars.
63. Waiting for: OH YAH I FORGOT TO TURN THE HEATER ON.


YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: Yes.
65. Get married: haha hope someone wants me HAHA.
66. Career: I don't really know what i want as of now, but most probably I'll want one in education.

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: shorter. haha.
70. Older or Younger: younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: eh I scared of romantic people HAHAHAH.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? anything haha.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: no. haha.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: perfect eyesight haha.
79. Sex on first date: no date as of yet haha.
80. Broken someone's heart: I think yes. haha.
82. Been arrested: yes.



just kidding.

83. Turned someone down: haha when I'm sleepy I turn everyone else down HAHA.
84. Cried when someone died: yes.
85. Fallen for a friend: yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: I have to.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: Infatuation yes, love no.
89. Heaven: I have my doubts, but I hope there's one.
90. Santa Claus: In the past yes, in the present yes, in the future yes. :)
91. Kiss on the first date: Do you believe in kiss on the first date? this question sounds weird.
92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: haha I alot of girl-friends and boy-friends one haha.
95. Did you sing today: yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: I might make things worse if I go back, so I guess I'll stay here. haha.
98. The moment you would choose to re-live: Mr Lawrence Kong's magic show. watched it when I was sec 2.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: yes, and no.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: afraid for what. haha. not like I lied about anything right. haha.
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"I didn't change his life. He changed mine."

"I didn't change his life. He changed mine."

- Leigh Ann Tuohy

The Blind Side, 2009

There is so many things to be done. sigh.

So much has happened these few days that I don't know how or where to start.

I remember a few weeks back, Pastor Jye asked that I wrote a personal testimony of how knowing Christ has changed my life.

That really made me think, how much I have changed.

I sure have changed a lot, but how much of it was because of Him?

from a little boy who was a target of bully to a lost, insecure teenager, how much have I really changed?

I guess I've been taking things for granted.

When I saw my sis's sms saying that my dad got hospitalised, I knew it that i have been taking things for granted all along.

learn to cherish!!!

wanted to write more, but i'm tired already.
shall do my testimony and sleep, visit dad and start work tomorrow.

photographs.

I need time to calm down.

I need time.

oh well.

was looking through past photographs and stuff and reading through blog archives from like sec 1.

Reading through it gives me mixed feelings.

I'm like, happy that I've really grown out of my teenage angst.
But in the process of growing out of it i did a lot of things to hurt people.

oh well, can't really do much to salvage things now.

looking back, i'm glad that i sort of grew out of it myself, because that made me emotionally independent, but you know, i still need friends.
haha. too reliant on them.

okay stop thinking so much.
calm down, piroritise.

I miss who we were.

Hellogoodbye.

Hello.

I keep saying that i'll write soon, but I'm really kept quite busy.
haha thank you to the people who still bother to come here and read! :)

anyway, life's been very busy.
haha.

with WR gone, left I&R (due tomorrow) and OP (next wednesday)!

Church is nice (:

Committments are draining my energy away.

I love 24/10 (:

Thank God for everything.

I have so much to write and so much I want to tell everyone.
But I can't really recall that much, and I don't have the time to type everything here out now as well.
so I guess I'll find some other day and think about all that's happen and reflect.

but still, I'm happy.

and i realised that I've changed a lot as well.
not sure if its for the better or worse, maybe both.

anyway, I've found some good music hahaha.
shall share a song or two here :)





Enjoy!
Bye!

off to do I&R ):

defeating week.

will write more soon.