A freak of Nature stuck in reality,

A Freak of Nature
Stuck In Reality
I Don't Fit The Picture
I'm Not What You Want Me To Be
Sorry

Under The Radar
Out of The System
Caught In The Spotlight
That's My Existence

You Want Me To Change
But All I Feel Is

Strange
Strange
In Your Perfect World
So
Strange
Strange
I Feel So Absurd In This Life
Don't Come Closer
In My Arms
Forever, You'll Be
Strange
Strange

If You Want To Fix Me
Push Me
Into Your Fantasy
You Try To Give Me
Sell Me
A New Personality

You Try To Leave Me
I Don't Get Better
What's Making You Happy
Is Making Me Sadder

In Your Golden Cage
All I Feel Is

Strange
Strange
In Your Perfect World
So
Strange
Strange
I Feel So Absurd In This Life
Don't Come Closer
In My Arms
Forever, You'll Be
Strange
Strange
Like Me

Strange - When You Touch Me
Strange - When You Kill Me
Strange - All I Feel Is
Strange

In My Dreams
Together, We'll Be
Strange
Strange
In A Perfect World

Strange
I am So Strange
Strange
I am So Afraid

Strange
Strange
In Your Perfect World
So
Strange
Strange
I Feel So Absurd In This Life
Don't Come Closer
You'll Die Slowly
In My Arms
Forever, You'll Be
Strange
Strange
Like Me

Mashups.

Hello. LOL.
I was very bored this morning and I went on a hunt for more music.
LOL. and I found Norwegian Recycling. haha.
Mashup creator.

The one above is not bad. haha.
The One below is super good.
never heard anything of that standard before.
Eminem + FF VII Battle theme.
super cool.

I've never liked raps but I really have to admit this one is amazing.



this should keep me happy for the day. haha.

oh, I've finally got a decent photograph for a profile picture on facebook.
wouldn't want my self-esteem to stay at rock bottom.

reunion dinnerrr.

The Final Riot.

Blogging on my new laptop notebook now. (eh I still don't understand the difference between a notebook and a laptop)

so... I guess life's been good?
at least its not being a bitch, so I'm thankful enough.

CG Bonding day was good :)
pizza, talks, muderer, oh well :)
can't say we're VERY bonded, but at least we know each other's names right. haha.

My CT (Civics Tutor) Mr Han is super cool.
(His wife is his JC classmate. cool right, haha.)
He is like a second Mr Gavin Lee.
Looks like him, speaks like him, works like him.
He tutoring me Physical Geog. haha.
Ohhhhh I GOT MR ELWIN FOR HUMAN GEOG ^^ YAYYYY.

CNY celebration was okay today.
can't say it was fantastic cause I was very bored, but can't say its bad either, cause there was a lot of planning involved and I guess people enjoyed themselves.
oh well.
the visit back to zhss was fun though :)
feels wierd seeing everyone in their new school uniforms.

& Mrs Koh asked me not to give up on maths!
wa seriously, its quite very challenging ):
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there was a student development talk yesterday.
I realised that I really want to go for alot of things.
idk why. maybe because I lost too many chances back at zhss?
so this is what I'll like to achieve and experience by the end of these two years.

1) PIRORITY: Get at least a Silver for NAPFA for next year.
(hopefully this year too. or maybe at least a bronze.)
I wouldn't want to enlist 5 months in advance. zzz.

2) Presidents Award.
I didn't manage to get Founders when I was a BB boy, so I'll definitely try for this one.
though I know its not going to be easy.

3) NYAA Gold.
Hard Work too. LOL.
(A lot of requirements in Presidents actually overlaps with NYAA Gold)

4) Learn the Guitar.
Joining Guitar Club as a CCA in TJC!
Hope I get in ^^
& I'm going to practise harddddd. come'on, I know I can do it.

5) Go for a overseas CIP trip.
Might be going with BB to Cambodia this June.
Shall see how! :)

6) Outward Bound India/Korea (OBI/OBK)
Didn't get to go for OBS, so I'm definitely trying for this one.

7) Go for a Geography Field Trip.
This is interesting.. lol ^^

8) National Camp (Sep 2010, biannual camp)
9) Camp Temasek (Dec 2010, once every five years)
Didn't get the chance to go for these camps.
So I really would like to go to these camps as instructors! haha.

its really going to take up a lot of time.
But I really don't want to miss out on things.

SHALL SEE LAH.
hahaha.

oh well, happy cny to everyone in advance.

I'm a human too, my life has value.

LOL hello.

CG 24/10 is a class with very nice people.
At least most of them are. haven't met a few of them.
heehe.
worried so much for nothing! :D
haha glad that I don't need to worry anymore.

LOL. The senior who was supposed to pin my collar pin during the commencement ceremony pinned it on the wrong side. super funny.

haha I made friendsss :D
but i forgot their names -.- (lol I only remember Martin and Abdullah)
lol nvm got one whole day tmr cause its CG bonding day tomorrow.

Physical Geography, Chemistry and GP lecture.
A level's going to be tough.
imagine university.
oh man.

One week of orientation in TJC actually yields more photos (of me) than my 4 year stay in zhonghua.
quite amusing. haha.

this song quite cool.



Sugar coated white lies,
Can only get you so far before you get.
Caught up in the middle and,
I'm a human too, my life has value,
And everybody will think the same.

It won't leave me time to wake up,
Sugar coated white lies in the middle.
If this is the lie then what am I?

Now I'm standing on my rooftop.
I sure could use someone to talk to.
Someone to make it alright,
Cause I'm done pretending.

Sugar coated white lies,
Can only get you so far before you get.
Caught up in the middle and,
I'm a human too, my life has value.
And everybody will think the same.

I never thought that I would live to see,
Everyone and me struggling to breathe.
If this is the lie then what am I?

When the power of love,
Exceeds the love for power.
The world will finally, finally know peace.

They'll fight for the center of the universe with the sun,
You're trapped in your tube, and blind from the truth.
This is the future thats in store for you.

Sugar coated white lies,
Can only get you so far before you get.
Caught up in the middle and,
I'm a human too, my life has value,
And everybody will think the same.

Sugar coated white lies,
Can only get you so far before you get
Caught up in the middle and,
I'm a human too, my life has value.
And everybody will think the same.

This is the portrait, the man behind the curtain has painted for.
As long as you choose to be separate,
You leave yourselves completely enslaved.

Xeyla.

Someday, I'll frame this up.
Thank you.